Since I’ve been bummed out about life, I decided to make a list of things that Im not bummed about to make myself feel better…and a list of things that make me sad or stress me out just to compare/contrast.

I am happy for:
My teeth — naturally straight and pretty white
That I have siblings (however annoying they are to keep me company)
That I have enough money for fairly nice things
That I’m not stupid

Bummed Outness:
My stupid knee has taken 3+ months to heal…and I’m not even off crutches yet.
Im stressed about getting kicked out of PE
Im stressed about business competitons
I hate my stupid dry, short hair
Im gaining too much weight
Being addicted to a television show that I cant watch due to business competitions
Im stressed that my family — everyone except me is flying out of the country for a week for my grandma’s funeral…and I have to be alone in my house for a week…
Im pissed…beyond pissed of having to stay up late doing work and not being able to sleep enough
Cranky because of my low test scores
Exhausted of hurrying to school even being on crutches — fuck those stupid waif people who walk as if the world is not moving
A stupid code red lockdown we are having at school
Pissed that Im not walking yet
And myfriends who I really actually dont even like too much.
Physical therapy hurts to the point where im cursing like a sailor/crying.
Being addicted to a little computer game.
Not being able to go shopping due to my physical disability.
My skin is acting up.

Most things stem from school — I wish I could be homeschooled!!! The prices of being a good student.

UGH. I might as well just throw myself a pity party